I am, once again, being taught lessons on patience, contentment, trust, and peace. God uses little things, such as a job search, to impart more of his character in my life. All I can do is fold my hands and wait patiently. This is also what I do when I'm waiting to be called in to an interview - I sit with my hands folded and breath. I pay attention to my breathing, I let go of tension, and I sit patiently.
This has been an intense and emotionally draining time, but it has also been an exhilarating and life-giving time for me. I am learning more about myself as I work to listen quietly to that still small voice that speaks peace and patience to me. And I sit, and I fold my hands, and I rest in who I know God is and how I know has a plan for me. After all, it is all in his hands, not mine.
